Another rough day my friends. As positive as I felt just two days ago, I am now feeling lost and consumed. I think it’s my meds, though I can’t be certain. Hopefully my psychiatrist can shed some light on this darkness when I see him tomorrow.
I was able to identify a silver lining, despite the hurricane going on inside my skull. This morning I was in a decent mood and it was a lovely morning so I actually stopped to smell the flowers.
I’m not sure what they are, it’s actually this huge tree (or bush?) behind the house I work in. They do smell nice too! The weather kind of reflected my mood today. As I mentioned, it was a lovely morning and I was in pretty good spirits. As the day went on storm clouds moved in and I was feeling quite hopeless.
It was torrential! I have an affinity for thunder storms, maybe it’s the electricity in the air, I’m not sure. The rain has ceased and writing this post has improved my mood a little.
Here’s to hoping that tomorrow is a better day.